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He spoke this with a voice so modulated to the different feelings

expressed in his speech, with an eye so full of lofty design and

heroism, that can you wonder that these men were moved? They

looked at one another and were unable to reply. I spoke; I told

them to retire and consider of what had been said, that I would

not lead them farther north if they strenuously desired the

contrary, but that I hoped that, with reflection, their courage

would return.

They retired and I turned towards my friend, but he was sunk in

languor and almost deprived of life.

How all this will terminate, I know not, but I had rather die

than return shamefully, my purpose unfulfilled. Yet I fear such

will be my fate; the men, unsupported by ideas of glory and

honour, can never willingly continue to endure their present

hardships.

September 7th.