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"What is so exquisite," he thought, as he returned from the

Shtcherbatskys', carrying away with him, as he always did, a

delicious feeling of purity and freshness, arising partly from

the fact that he had not been smoking for a whole evening, and

with it a new feeling of tenderness at her love for him-"what is

so exquisite is that not a word has been said by me or by her,

but we understand each other so well in this unseen language of

looks and tones, that this evening more clearly than ever she

told me she loves me. And how secretly, simply, and most of all,

how trustfully! I feel myself better, purer. I feel that I have a

heart, and that there is a great deal of good in me. Those sweet,

loving eyes! When she said: 'Indeed I do....'

"Well, what then? Oh, nothing. It's good for me, and good for

her." And he began wondering where to finish the evening.