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"Never. Leave it to me. I know all the baseness, all the horror

of my position; but it's not so easy to arrange as you think. And

leave it to me, and do what I say. Never speak to me of it. Do

you promise me?... No, no, promise!..."

"I promise everything, but I can't be at peace, especially after

what you have told me. I can't be at peace, when you can't be at

peace...."

"I?" she repeated. "Yes, I am worried sometimes; but that will

pass, if you will never talk about this. When you talk about

it-it's only then it worries me."

"I don't understand," he said.

"I know," she interrupted him, "how hard it is for your truthful

nature to lie, and I grieve for you. I often think that you have

ruined your whole life for me."

"I was just thinking the very same thing," he said; "how could

you sacrifice everything for my sake? I can't forgive myself that

you're unhappy!"